Validation!

      After having my sixth child, I realized that I needed to really start honing in on my gifts. The motivation came when my son was only a few weeks old. I started to notice that he would keep his head cocked to one side, his head and neck would not line up straight. So I took him to a kinesiologist, which helped a little. He also had a red rash that was bothering him. He was constantly scratching it and making his rash worse. I took him to the doctors and all they could do for him was prescribe a topical cream that I believed was too toxic to use on a newborn.

       As I was praying about what to do I had a prompting to take him to a friend of mine. She does similar clearing to what I do. As I was sitting there holding my baby in her office, I could see his rash starting to disappear. His main issue pertained to feeling (emotion) he had that being alive in the world at this time was toxic. His rash became better and more manageable and not so red and itchy as the weeks went by. His head and neck alignment became straighter.  

       When he was about six months old we tried to feed him solid foods and soon found out that he was allergic to wheat, Soy, and almost every kind of baby food. There where only two that he wasn’t’ allergic to. He had texture issues and didn’t like a lot of fruits and vegetables.  I was starting to feel a little panicked thinking that my baby would not be able to eat anything. I was praying diligently to know what to do for him. The thought came to me to take him off of everything that he was allergic to and only feed him goat’s milk. It was the only thing I could think of at the time that didn’t contain soy. I also kept taking him in to be cleared.

        I noticed that he progressed more slowly than my other children, walked later, and didn’t really talk well till he was four. His speech therapist told me that she thought he might have high functioning Asperger’s.  After I learned how to clear things, I continued to clear him, on and off. He’s now six and has no allergies. He has a passion for learning and is doing great in school! He is an amazing reader! We are so happy with how far he has come.

         I started having physical issues with my body after my eighth child. First my gallbladder then my thyroid had issues. Also my scalp became red, itchy and hot to the touch. I also lost hair around the front part of my head. My spirit was trying to awaken my conscious mind to the truth while I was fighting what I knew I needed to do. I started by taking a class from a friend of mine that was LDS based, to learn how to clear things.  From there my gifts took off. What I needed, but didn’t realize at the time, was validation.

        Taking a class on energy work helped me develop my faith in myself. It helped me to see that all I needed was validation. I was soon able to see that the gifts I was receiving weren't coming because of some curriculum that I was using but were coming from God. I realized that if I put my trust in God, and only him, then he could use me to be an instrument in helping others come to know for themselves too.   

       Sometimes we have unexplained physical issues either because the doctor can’t find out what’s going on and it’s hidden like a hidden tumor, or it’s spiritual. In my experience when this occurs in my self or in others, there is a somewhat general format for it, that becomes evident.  

The following is a general list, taken from my experiences:

-Gallbladder- represents the gall of bitterness. Bitter about changing and facing things in your life.

-Thyroid- represents relationships. Relationship with yourself, God, Others. Not having a good relationship with your self or with others to work on inner self.

-Hormone imbalance. Fighting against what comes naturally, creating an imbalance in ones inner ability to connect and become one both body and spirit.

-High blood pressure. Angrily fighting against what you are destined to do and what will bring you the most joy.

-Low blood pressure. Giving up pride, fully giving in to what your spirit desires.

-Low Iron. Not giving what our spirit desires, a peace of mind knowing that you are moving in the direction predestined for you.

-Loss of hair/Autoimmune fighting against what comes naturally to you. Wanting what the world wants.

-Digestion. Not digesting what you need to turn towards pertaining to your inner self.

-Spleen/circulation issues. Fears about being who you are supposed to become. It doesn’t circulate well with you.

-Issues with your left side represent Female side

-Issues with your right side represent Male side

These are just to list a few and yes there’s more.

-Fatigue. Feeling of not wanting to deal with things that you should be dealing with, feeling overwhelmed.

       With his permission, I will tell you about my oldest son who has gifts and was fighting against them because of fear of being judged. His inner fight surfaced in misbehavior, in his fighting us on everything. He to was having low iron issues, thyroid issues ect. His gifts are amazing. They are different then mine but even though I have my gifts, I still didn’t completely understand his. It didn’t dawn on me until one day I was talking with a girl about his age about her gifts.  Through the spirit I realized that he had the same gifts as this girl. When I asked him about my impression he shrugged, even avoided eye contact with me. Then to my surprise he told me that he did in fact have those same gifts. His gifts are the ability to see people's Auras. He can see them in color too. The color tells him what type of person they are and he can also tell if they are lying to him or not. He felt alone in his gifts and even unaccepted. After talking about his gifts, he has realized his value more. All he needed was validation.

       Validation is the key element in receiving and recognizing our inner self. Who we are and who we can become.  In order to recognize them, our inner abilities, it is vital to first recognize it in ourselves, then in turn help others recognize theirs. It’s like giving oxygen to youself, than to others. First, start by surrounding yourself with those that can help improve and enhance your gifts and abilities. Ones who will lift and help you become better. When you surround yourself with like minded people, you feel the spirit the same as they do. You can then help each other validate what you are seeing and feeling.

       Being an instrument in the hands of God means to turn toward what naturally is given to you and not fight it. Part of using your faith is serving your family, others and God. We all have fears of being expected to do more then we are capable of. Well that statement is true. God knows us best and yes he knows that we are capable of more. If we fear what God thinks we can handle, then we are missing out on the true joy of this life. Yes Satan is real. Oh Satan, he loves to make us think that he has power over us but he doesn’t unless we give it to him. Think of this, if misery loves company who is the most miserable of all beings? Satan! Does he feel fear? Does he feel annoyed, disappointed, depressed and sad? Do these feelings draw us closer to him? Why do we give him place within our hearts?

       Be brave! Because when we are brave, inspiration opens up to our minds and we will be surprised at what we are shown! Than we are turning towards that which we should have been turning towards all along, which brings us true joy. We should be relying more upon the Lord and not our own logic to try to control the outcome. Do what is right, let the consequence follow.